今天将会是我第一次交待我的感情事，说明我对爱情的看法。。

今天将会是我第一次交待我的感情事，说明我对爱情的看法。。
不管你是否认同，但今天我所说的句句是真的。。
或许你们会问为什么我会这么做。。
因为我总觉得有些事情总需要做个了结。。
我不想别人去猜这个，猜那个。。
我更不想让人误会。。
感情的事有时真的很烦。。
它有它甜蜜的时候，你可以因为它而整天开心到睡不着。。
但它也有它烦恼的时候，你也可以因为担心，因为她不回你的短讯而耿耿于怀。。
这些感觉我也有试过。。但我觉得现在应该不会吧！
我没有拍过拖，没试过谈恋爱。。
根本不知道拍拖到底是什么感觉？谈恋爱到底是什么感觉？
但我并不会因为这样而急着想去拍拖。。
我曾经很认真喜欢一个女生。。
她也是我第一个追求的女生。。
感觉上她蛮不错的，给我第一次的印象也不错。。
我还记得当我第一次遇到她的时候是在Bilik Pak那里。。
那时，她和她的朋友在那里聊天。。
而我记得她是我刚add进friendster的朋友，所以那时我很主动地跟她聊。。
我很想知道她会是怎样的一个人。。
她很友善，不会有心眼；虽然有点mcc,但整体上，她还算不错的。。
我觉得心在美比外在美更重要，但她两样都有。。
坦白来说，那天我本来是找人的，但或许是缘份，我认识了她。。
至于追求她的过程呢。。我不想说，可能我也已经忘记完了。。
其实，去年中时，我已经开始放弃的。。
因为我开始觉得我跟她不可能在一起了。。
我也开始觉得她并不是我要找的人。。
我要找的人是有和我相处的时间。。
但她没有。。她比我还忙。。
她曾经告诉我，她喜欢忙碌的生活。。
也许，这是她的个性吧。。
我尊重她做的每个决定。。
慢慢的。。我也把我的专注力全放在我的学业和运动。。
其实那时也有另一个男生在追求她。。
他比我还痴情。。
或许，他比我更适合她。。
当他们在一起时，我并不感到意外。。
因为那时我已经感觉到他们其实是互相喜欢对方的。。
所以，我不会感到伤心，而且还替他们开心。。
因为我知道两个人在一起真的很不简单，所以应该好好地珍惜在一起的时光。。
当我知道他们在一起时，我真心的祝福他们。。
后来呢。。我跟那女的还是好朋友。。
就是那种无所不谈的朋友，但我们多数是谈到学业。。
我对她只有友情，并没有其他的感觉。。
我蛮希望她的男朋友别再误会了。。
因为我并不是每次都能认受你的无理取闹。。
我明白你的感受，现在已经不怪你当初怎么对我。。
或许，你应该需要更长的时间去适应这样子的生活吧。。
我们需要的是理智的爱情，并不是盲目地去爱。。
我记得曾经有人问我，我的干妹妹是我要情人的目标吗?
我很肯定地告诉你们，我绝对没有这样想过。。
我只把她们像妹妹这样看待。。
她们就像我的亲人一样。。
如果她们有什么事，我肯定会帮助她们，保护她们，不让她们受到伤害。。
我承认我没有妹妹，而且很想有一个妹妹。。
但她们就像我亲生妹妹一样。。
对此，我已经觉得满足了。。
还有，最后一件事。。
其实到现在我依然不清楚我对她的感情。。
我喜欢她吗？
我并不知道，因为我不想知道。。
就算是喜欢，她会喜欢我这丑八怪吗？
就算是喜欢，我也不可能跟她在一起了。。
我根本没有时间，我连我的学业都搞不好，更何况是爱情呢？
她是个好女孩子，根本应该跟比我好几千倍，几万倍的男生在一起。。
我曾经告诉她，如果我遇到我喜欢的女生，我一定努力的追求；就算失败了，也不后悔。。
但我没有做到。。
可能她现在很恨我，觉得我很烦。。
我情愿她现在很讨厌我，不想见到我，当我是陌生人。。
或许这样我好过点，可以专心读书。。
所以，我现在的心里，学业是最重要的。。
虽然以后的路我不懂会是怎样的，但我会尽力而为的。。加油。。

今天继续昨天的题目，那位先生给我的反应。。你们又会觉得他是怎样的一个人？

昨天他总共传了三个短讯给我。。
果然不出我的所料，他刚开始的时候不承认。。
在我很肯定那个人是我之下，他终于承认了。。
以下是他传给我短讯的内容：
短讯1：Not Talking bout you la== (8.34pm)
短讯2：Wat u said is rite,u scold me with perfectly.. I dun even noe I almost make them break up..but my blog is not mentioning bout u. U will noe if u see my fb.. (10.00pm)
短讯3：我知道了。我承认里面的列子有你，但我主要是要讲那个时常送一些性骚扰的短讯给她的男生。对不起。虽然我不知道你在那天是否有意针对我，但你今天骂得一点没错，我自己本身的人格真的很有问题，而我却自以为是，对不起！ （10.40pm)

第一，我想说的是我做事从不针对人。。我分清楚什么是公什么是私。。还有，那天那个是游戏。。我每个人都有做弄，并不只是他。。他还没有那么伟大可以让我针对他。。他的女朋友还叫我弄到他更惨。。但我没有答应她这么做。。可是，从他今天写的部落格，我看到原来他是玩不起的人。。既然他玩不起了，那么干嘛还来学校参加？去陪她的女朋友读书啦！我说的是事实，并没有造假。。

第二，他所说的对不起是否有用。。如果是小事，或许有用。。但他说了伤害人的话，还指望别人原谅，你觉得有用吗？那么我很想问他一句，他伤害人的时候，有没有想到后果？有没有想到那人的感受？有没有想过自己是否有资格去批评别人？我觉得他完全没有想这些。。他做什么，讲什么都是为了他爽，为了要发泄。。他觉得最重要他会觉得舒服。。但他没有想到事情的严重性。。如果他真的弄到别人分手了，一句对不起可以补回他的过错吗？比如说当一个人杀了另一个人时，难道他说一句对不起的就不会坐牢？不会被判死刑吗？那么他还好意思去叫人原谅？如果再发生这件事情时，又怎样？我不敢保证他不会重复他的错。。

第三，他写爱情比读书重要根本不是他的思想。。他认为爱情是他读书的推动力之一。。但我所看到的并不是这些。。你们是否看到他时常跟着他的女朋友到处在学校走？现在，差不多每个老师知道他们的恋情，连Mr Teng,Ms Tan都知道。。初初他们不知道的，但看到那种‘盛景’后，他们知道了。。爱情可以与学业并存吗？爱情不会影响学业吗？我觉得其他人不会，但他会。。为什么？理由很简单，你有没有看到他对女朋友的态度，他对她的爱是不是过度了？他可以因为他的女朋友的态度而影响他读书的心情。。那么他的学业会进步吗？

最后，我真的累了。。我不想再跟他辩论什么。。因为他不是一个我值得尊重的人。。从他身上，我看不到他的好，但只看到他的无知。。他对事情看法的偏激。。他喜不喜欢我并不重要，我也不在意这些。。
够了。。就此停笔。。

刚刚看到一个没脑的人讲没脑的话

当初我还相信他是一个很不错的人。。
可惜，他是个没脑的人。。
说话没经过大脑，做事没经过大脑。。
不懂得尊敬别人，不懂得相信女友。。
已经有了女朋友，思想还是小孩子。。
女朋友是他的了，还在那边怀疑多多。。
今天给老师讲他像我，说真的，我有点生气。。
生气老师不应该讲这些。。
这些不是笑话，更不好笑。。
我跟他根本不一样，我会想，我很理智。。
我会觉得读书重要，读书大过爱情，爱情不等于一切。。
看到父母的辛苦，我更加不能令他们失望。。
我要努力地读书。。长大后，要赚钱养他们。。
我欠他们的我一辈子都还不完他们。。
所以我会很孝顺，他们讲什么我就做什么，没有反对多多。。
父母对我的好我会永远记得。。
当他们还在这世上，我会珍惜他们。。
因为我满足我现在有的一切。。
而他，觉得爱情大过一切，爱情重要过读书。。
没有了爱情，他不能活；没有了爱情，他等于失去一切。。
他可以为了女朋友而跟家人吵。。
那么你认为他是一个理智的人吗？
噢，不！
既然有了女朋友，就应该相信她，相信她身边的朋友。。
可是，他还每天都怀疑这个，怀疑那个。。
现在我才发觉到他很没品。。
贱男可以随便乱讲的吗？
他讲别人贱男的时候，他有证据证明那男的真的很坏吗？
难道追求过就不能做回朋友？
他就是不大方，心胸狭窄。。
他限制他的女朋友做这个，做那个。。
好像他的女朋友只属于他一个人。。他女朋友没有自己的思想。。
这样是一个好的男朋友对待女朋友的方式吗？
还有，他说他跟别人的女朋友聊聊吧了。。
但他并不知道他差点弄到那个女生跟她男朋友分手，还自己以为自己是英雄。。
他跟别人的女朋友聊可以，别人跟他的女朋友聊就不可以。。
我最看不惯，看不起这种人了。。
小事化大。。
一点点的事看不开，看到好像很大件事这样。。
他做得很过份！我忍他很久了！
可能他到现在还不知道自己的错。。
我觉得他还需要用镜子照照自己。。
我现在等看看他有什么回应。。
或许，他会死口不认他有错，还强词夺理。。
让我们看看他接下来会是怎样的一个人。。

Coelacanth

Another animal which already extinct is coelacanth fish..
this fish looks quite ugly..
Coelacanth (pronounced /ˈsiːləkænθ/, adaptation of Modern Latin Cœlacanthus "hollow spine", from Greek κοῖλ-ος koilos "hollow" + ἄκανθ-α akantha "spine", referring to the hollow spines of the fins) is the common name for an order of fish that includes the oldest living lineage of Sarcopterygii (lobe-finned fish + tetrapods) known to date.

The coelacanths, which are related to lungfishes and tetrapods, were believed to have been extinct since the end of the Cretaceous period. The coelacanth is actually more related to tetrapods than the ray-finned fish. They were considered[by whom?] the "missing link" between the fish and the tetrapods until the first Latimeria specimen was found off the east coast of South Africa, off the Chalumna River in 1938.They are, therefore, a Lazarus taxon. Since 1938, Latimeria chalumnae have been found in the Comoros, Kenya, Tanzania, Mozambique, Madagascar, and in iSimangaliso Wetland Park, Kwazulu-Natal in South Africa. The second extant species, L. menadoensis, was described fromManado Sulawesi, Indonesia in 1999 by Pouyaud the great french evolutionist.et al. based on a specimen discovered by Erdmann in 1998 and deposited in Indonesian Institute of Sciences (LIPI). The first specimen of this species was only photographed at a local market by Arnaz and Mark Erdmann before being bought by a shopper.

The coelacanth has no real commercial value, apart from being coveted by museums and private collectors. As a food fish the coelacanth is almost worthless as its tissues exude oils that give the flesh a foul flavor.[3] The continued survivability of the coelacanth may be at threat due to commercial deep-sea trawling.

They first appeared in the fossil record in the Middle Devonian.[5] Prehistoric species of coelacanth lived in many bodies of water in Late Paleozoic and Mesozoic times.

Coelacanths are lobe-finned fish with the pectoral and anal fins on fleshy stalks supported by bones, and the tail or caudal fin diphycercal (divided into three lobes), the middle one of which also includes a continuation of the notochord. Coelacanths have modified cosmoid scales, which are thinner than true cosmoid scales. Coelacanths also have a special electroreceptive device called a rostral organ in the front of the skull, which probably helps in prey detection. The small device also could help the balance of the fish, as electrolocation could be a factor in the way this fish moves.

Irish Deer

Today i will like to continue my topic about the animal which extinct..
these animals which extinct are the creatures of the past..
we cant see these animals anymore..
so same as what i did before..
i will do some research on it and post it on my blog..
hope everyone will like it..
hope everyone will remember there animals live in this earth before..
today the extinct animal is Irish Deer...
The Irish Deer or Giant Deer (Megaloceros giganteus), was a species of Megaloceros and one of the largest deer that ever lived. Its range extended across Eurasia, from Ireland to east of Lake Baikal, during the Late Pleistocene. The latest known remains of the species have been carbon dated to about 7,700 years ago.Although most skeletons have been found in Irish bogs, the animal was not exclusively Irish and was not closely related to either of the living species currently called elk; for this reason, the name "Giant Deer" is often used in more recent publications.
It first appeared about 400,000 years ago. It possibly evolved from M. antecedens. The earlier taxon — sometimes considered a paleosubspecies M. giganteus antecedens — is similar but had more compact antlers.But,it died out about 7700years ago.
The Irish Deer stood about 2.1 metres (6.9 ft) tall at the shoulders, and it had the largest antlers of any known cervid (a maximum of 3.65 m (12.0 ft) from tip to tip and weighing up to 40 kilograms (88 lb)). In body size, the Irish Elk matched the extant moose subspecies of Alaska (Alces alces gigas) as the largest known deer.A significant collection of M. giganteus skeletons can be found at the Natural History Museum in Dublin.
It is easy to advance a number of hypotheses regarding the disappearance of the more localized populations of this species. The situation is less clear regarding the final demise of the Irish Elk in continental Eurasia east of the Urals. Stuart et al. (2004) tentatively suggest that a combination of human presence along rivers and slow decrease in habitat quality in upland areas presented the last Irish Elk with the choice of either good habitat but considerable hunting pressure, or general absence of humans in a suboptimal habitat.

Happy birthday,Pn Lim!

Happy birthday,Pn Lim!
Today my classmates bought a ice-cream cake..
We want to celebrate Pn Lim birthday together..
She looks shocked and happy with our celebration..
It is nice and everyone seems to be enjoyed..
And,the cake is delicious also..
She makes a wish that we can score A in her subject,PA..
Anyway,thanks Pn Lim try her best to teach us..
She did a lot of things for us,like giving us exercise,trying to discuss our mistakes,talking about some issue for us to listen...
Her knowledge helps us a lot..
I am appreciate that she is our PA teacher..
i will try to score well in STPM de..
dont worry,teacher..

Sea Cow

today i saw an interesting topic in the newspaper..
it is about the extinction of animal..
one of the animal is sea cow..
this is my first time i know this animal..
and,i look at the picture..
the animal quite look like a cow...
so today i have done some research on this animal..
i would like to share this with you all..
Steller's sea cow (Hydrodamalis gigas) is a large extinct sirenian mammal. Formerly abundant throughout the North Pacific, its range was limited to a single, isolated population on the uninhabited Commander Islands by 1741 when it was first described by Georg Wilhelm Steller, chief naturalist on an expedition led by explorer Vitus Bering. Within 27 years of discovery by Europeans, the slow moving and easily captured Steller's sea cow was hunted to extinction.
The sea cow grew at least 8 metres (26 ft)to 9 meters or 30 feet long,much larger than the manatee or dugong. Steller's work contains two contradictory weights: 4 and 24.3 tons. The true value probably lies between these figures, around 8-10 tons.It looked somewhat like a large seal, but had two stout forelimbs and a whale-like tail. According to Steller, "The animal never comes out on shore, but always lives in the water. Its skin is black and thick, like the bark of an old oak…, its head in proportion to the body is small…, it has no teeth, but only two flat white bones—one above, the other below". It was completely tame, according to Steller. They fed on a variety of kelp. Wherever sea cows had been feeding, heaps of stalks and roots of kelp were washed ashore. The sea cow was also a slow swimmer and apparently was unable to submerge.
The population of sea cows was small and limited in range when Steller first described them. Steller said they were numerous and found in herds, but zoologist Leonhard Hess Stejneger later estimated that at discovery there had been fewer than 1,500 remaining, and thus had been in immediate danger of extinction from overhunting by humans.They were quickly wiped out by the sailors, seal hunters, and fur traders that followed Bering's route past the islands to Alaska, who hunted them both for food and for their skins, which were used to make boats. They were also hunted for their valuable subcutaneous fat, which was not only used for food (usually as a butter substitute), but also for oil lamps because it did not give off any smoke or odor and could be kept for a long time in warm weather without spoiling. By 1768, 27 years after it had been discovered by Europeans, Steller's sea cow was extinct.