在中六的生活，可能我有太多的活动。。。
我有时觉得我真的很累。。。
现在的学校生活，我每天都需要留在学校到很迟才能回家。。。
不然，就是从学校驾车去补习后才回家。。。
但是我也很满意我有这种忙碌的生活。。。
至少，我不会有时间去想一些无谓的东西。。。
感情上的累还比身体上的累还要累。。。
一旦深入了，就很难抽身离去。。。
爱得深，伤得也深。。。
哎。。。
2010年1月20日星期三
2010年1月6日星期三
Feel shocked while heard that Lim Ling went to Singapore already to study...
today is hari kokurikulum...
i had heard some bad news for me...
Pn Doreen said this year form 6 students are not allow same club with form3,form 4 and form 5 students...
she said form 6 got their own club and we dont have chance to choose which club that we want to enter except permainan...badan beruniform also must enter necessary...
Oh...why suddenly got this rule? but only this year start to carry out?
i think i hate this rule very much...it only force us to join and do whatever that we dont like...
permainan only got desire to join one of them only,either bola baling,bola keranjang or badminton...
lastly they said they will choose for us,because so much people go and choose badminton...
oh gosh...if they choose bola baling for me,i sure go and complain...
and one more thing,i think this year will be quite a lot of different for everyone who study in sri sentosa...
our club activities and meetings all will carry out on Wednesday only...
everyone must stay until 3.45pm and we are wajib to join any club in permainan,persatuan and badan beruniform...
thats a new arrangement for students in this year...
hmm...
lets talk about today topic already...
in this few days,i didnt see Lim Ling in school although i noticed 3A12 barisan...
thats why i am curious why didnt see her in school...
then today when recess time,i go and ask Wei Shan that Lim Ling transfer school already...
then she said:'yup,Lim Ling now going to Singapore to study...we all know already earlier...'
this really make me feel shocked...
because i thought she will continue studying in sentosa...
although we are not kai gor and kai mui like before,we are still friends...
then after come back from school,i open the computer and see her online in msn...
then i was going to chat with her...
she said her aunt sponsor her to study at there...
she was living with her aunt now...
she also miss sentosa a lot,especially her friends and her lover(dont want to mention who at here)...
then i wish her good luck for her coming exam and staying at there...
i hope that she can do well in her study and have a bright future by her hard work...^^
i had heard some bad news for me...
Pn Doreen said this year form 6 students are not allow same club with form3,form 4 and form 5 students...
she said form 6 got their own club and we dont have chance to choose which club that we want to enter except permainan...badan beruniform also must enter necessary...
Oh...why suddenly got this rule? but only this year start to carry out?
i think i hate this rule very much...it only force us to join and do whatever that we dont like...
permainan only got desire to join one of them only,either bola baling,bola keranjang or badminton...
lastly they said they will choose for us,because so much people go and choose badminton...
oh gosh...if they choose bola baling for me,i sure go and complain...
and one more thing,i think this year will be quite a lot of different for everyone who study in sri sentosa...
our club activities and meetings all will carry out on Wednesday only...
everyone must stay until 3.45pm and we are wajib to join any club in permainan,persatuan and badan beruniform...
thats a new arrangement for students in this year...
hmm...
lets talk about today topic already...
in this few days,i didnt see Lim Ling in school although i noticed 3A12 barisan...
thats why i am curious why didnt see her in school...
then today when recess time,i go and ask Wei Shan that Lim Ling transfer school already...
then she said:'yup,Lim Ling now going to Singapore to study...we all know already earlier...'
this really make me feel shocked...
because i thought she will continue studying in sentosa...
although we are not kai gor and kai mui like before,we are still friends...
then after come back from school,i open the computer and see her online in msn...
then i was going to chat with her...
she said her aunt sponsor her to study at there...
she was living with her aunt now...
she also miss sentosa a lot,especially her friends and her lover(dont want to mention who at here)...
then i wish her good luck for her coming exam and staying at there...
i hope that she can do well in her study and have a bright future by her hard work...^^
2010年1月3日星期日
tomorrow school reopen already...OMG...my STPM year...
today is my last day of school holiday...
tomoroow school will reopen...
i feel it is too fast already because i think i still got many things havent do in my holiday...
especially my homework,my study and my activities...
i dont know why i dont have enough time to finish it,but i know i am lazy to do this...
holidays make me lazy...
lazy to do whatever that i like to do before...
maybe when school reopen is an advantage for me...
but i will under pressure in this year...
because this year is my STPM year...
i got this such an important exam...
it will affect my future...
my future depends on this exam...
tomoroow school will reopen...
i feel it is too fast already because i think i still got many things havent do in my holiday...
especially my homework,my study and my activities...
i dont know why i dont have enough time to finish it,but i know i am lazy to do this...
holidays make me lazy...
lazy to do whatever that i like to do before...
maybe when school reopen is an advantage for me...
but i will under pressure in this year...
because this year is my STPM year...
i got this such an important exam...
it will affect my future...
my future depends on this exam...
2009年12月24日星期四
Today the PMR result is given...tomorrow i will go to Cameron Highland to celebrate my christmas...
Today the PMR result is given...
i still got prefect tugas today...
thats why i need to come to school so early...
when i reached there already around 8.30am...
then i saw a group of prefect(Mun Jack,Terrance,Daniel,Michelle Hor and Lydia Wong) are at there...
OMG...they are earlier than me to come...
then after we shift and arrange those tables,we go and play basketball with form 3 students...
Mun Jack keep asked them why too stress thats why so early come to school playing basketball already...
i think they wont like that de la except they really care about their PMR result...
maybe because they too long didnt play basketball with friends already...
in the game,we still win 3-1 and i throw in one 2-point ball...
haha...
after that,Boon Jhoe asked me to go and jaga the gate with him...
because dont let the students who dont wear the uniform cannot come in the school except parents bring along...
the students who didnt wear uniform cant take the result by themselves...
then nevermind la,best friend asking...sure go loh...
but jaga for a while only,he went back to the hall and i am the only one jaga the gate...
hmm...nevermind...i wont because of this then feel angry with him de...
next,i start my job...
i keep on calling those students who dont wear the uniform cant come in the school...
then i halau they all go out from the school...
i force me to act like a tegas and fierce guy at the gate,although actually i am not such fierce...
finally some students complain to me why like that? school also didnt inform them...
then i said nevermind..thats not my problem..thats school wants us to do de...
if cannot take it today,then must wait for the next day...the result also wont fly away de...
they too excited and worried already...haha...
after that,i go to 3A12 class to jaga with Boon Jhoe...
we were giving the result to those 3A12 students and i get to know their result of them...
at here,i would like to congrats my friend who taking 8A's in PMR...
Kar Yee,Wen Cai,Vivian Lee,Gareth Wee,Sin Ling,Chris,Bi Qing,Kai Xin,Pei Gee,Jia Qian and Stephanie Ling...
they already did very well in their exam...
and i am really shocked that my kai mui,Swee Imn take 7A's only...
because actually i am really expected she will get straight A's in PMR de...
she didnt get A in her BM same as my last time...
i am feeling disappointed also...
and Vivian Chong,Yen Theng,Jia Xin,Chao Xuan,Hong Syuen also cant get A in their BM...
at here,i would like to say sorry to Hong Syuen...
i cant help her to get A in her BM although i trying to give her notes and ask her going to read peribahasa...i am really sorry ):
anyway...
i think their result are quite good enough...at least they try their best in the exam already...
sometimes good luck wasnt given to us,but we must appreciate it...
To those the students who get 7a's in PMR de,you are the best also...^^
and somemore...i found that Teck Lai and Yern-yi get 6A's in their result...not bad also...
Yern-yi cant get A in BM and Sejarah...i think she wont expect herself to get so much A's gua...hehe...but today she didnt come to take her result...i try to call her to inform her but her handphone is off already...maybe she is busy doing her things gua...
after that,i and Boon Jhoe started to do those analyse the data work...
3A12 got 17 students get 8A's,21 students get 7A's,4 students get 6A's and 1 get 4A's only...
mostly of them cant get full A's because of BM...
when Miss Kok see the result,she also feel shocked...she told me that this year marking standard is higher also...they need around 78 marks or above only can get A because the exam is too easy already...i am really agree what she said...
hmm...
after give the result,i sms to my other friends who from other school to ask their result...
actually their result are not bad too...
especially my another two kai mui from other school de-Shu Xin & Pei Yin take full A's in their exam...
i already sms and congrats them already...
i think they start to celebrate now already...haha...
after that,me,Boon Jhoe,Siang Ho,Bryan Lim,Michele Hor and Lydia go to McDonald to eat our lunch...
actually we all also havent eat our breakfast yet...
today things write until here...
tomorrow is Christmas...
i would like to wish everyone Merry Christmas...
tomorrow i will go travelling with my family to Cameron Highland to celebrate my christmas...
so hopefully i will enjoy at there...^^
i still got prefect tugas today...
thats why i need to come to school so early...
when i reached there already around 8.30am...
then i saw a group of prefect(Mun Jack,Terrance,Daniel,Michelle Hor and Lydia Wong) are at there...
OMG...they are earlier than me to come...
then after we shift and arrange those tables,we go and play basketball with form 3 students...
Mun Jack keep asked them why too stress thats why so early come to school playing basketball already...
i think they wont like that de la except they really care about their PMR result...
maybe because they too long didnt play basketball with friends already...
in the game,we still win 3-1 and i throw in one 2-point ball...
haha...
after that,Boon Jhoe asked me to go and jaga the gate with him...
because dont let the students who dont wear the uniform cannot come in the school except parents bring along...
the students who didnt wear uniform cant take the result by themselves...
then nevermind la,best friend asking...sure go loh...
but jaga for a while only,he went back to the hall and i am the only one jaga the gate...
hmm...nevermind...i wont because of this then feel angry with him de...
next,i start my job...
i keep on calling those students who dont wear the uniform cant come in the school...
then i halau they all go out from the school...
i force me to act like a tegas and fierce guy at the gate,although actually i am not such fierce...
finally some students complain to me why like that? school also didnt inform them...
then i said nevermind..thats not my problem..thats school wants us to do de...
if cannot take it today,then must wait for the next day...the result also wont fly away de...
they too excited and worried already...haha...
after that,i go to 3A12 class to jaga with Boon Jhoe...
we were giving the result to those 3A12 students and i get to know their result of them...
at here,i would like to congrats my friend who taking 8A's in PMR...
Kar Yee,Wen Cai,Vivian Lee,Gareth Wee,Sin Ling,Chris,Bi Qing,Kai Xin,Pei Gee,Jia Qian and Stephanie Ling...
they already did very well in their exam...
and i am really shocked that my kai mui,Swee Imn take 7A's only...
because actually i am really expected she will get straight A's in PMR de...
she didnt get A in her BM same as my last time...
i am feeling disappointed also...
and Vivian Chong,Yen Theng,Jia Xin,Chao Xuan,Hong Syuen also cant get A in their BM...
at here,i would like to say sorry to Hong Syuen...
i cant help her to get A in her BM although i trying to give her notes and ask her going to read peribahasa...i am really sorry ):
anyway...
i think their result are quite good enough...at least they try their best in the exam already...
sometimes good luck wasnt given to us,but we must appreciate it...
To those the students who get 7a's in PMR de,you are the best also...^^
and somemore...i found that Teck Lai and Yern-yi get 6A's in their result...not bad also...
Yern-yi cant get A in BM and Sejarah...i think she wont expect herself to get so much A's gua...hehe...but today she didnt come to take her result...i try to call her to inform her but her handphone is off already...maybe she is busy doing her things gua...
after that,i and Boon Jhoe started to do those analyse the data work...
3A12 got 17 students get 8A's,21 students get 7A's,4 students get 6A's and 1 get 4A's only...
mostly of them cant get full A's because of BM...
when Miss Kok see the result,she also feel shocked...she told me that this year marking standard is higher also...they need around 78 marks or above only can get A because the exam is too easy already...i am really agree what she said...
hmm...
after give the result,i sms to my other friends who from other school to ask their result...
actually their result are not bad too...
especially my another two kai mui from other school de-Shu Xin & Pei Yin take full A's in their exam...
i already sms and congrats them already...
i think they start to celebrate now already...haha...
after that,me,Boon Jhoe,Siang Ho,Bryan Lim,Michele Hor and Lydia go to McDonald to eat our lunch...
actually we all also havent eat our breakfast yet...
today things write until here...
tomorrow is Christmas...
i would like to wish everyone Merry Christmas...
tomorrow i will go travelling with my family to Cameron Highland to celebrate my christmas...
so hopefully i will enjoy at there...^^
2009年12月23日星期三
still got two weeks then school reopen...omg...my STPM year...
still got 2 weeks then school reopen...
i havent get ready yet...
because i too enjoy in this holiday already until many homework i also havent do yet...
dont know what teacher later will said to me if my homework still havent done yet...
maybe they will feel disappointed with me...
anyway...
i will try to finish my homework...
and...
next year is my STPM year...
it is very important for me...
i can enter univercity or not also based on that result...
i really hope that i can get a good result if i work hard...
i hope everyone will support me...
because got you all support,i will be more confident...
at here,i would like to said thank you to anyone who really concern my things and support me...
thanks a lot...^^
i havent get ready yet...
because i too enjoy in this holiday already until many homework i also havent do yet...
dont know what teacher later will said to me if my homework still havent done yet...
maybe they will feel disappointed with me...
anyway...
i will try to finish my homework...
and...
next year is my STPM year...
it is very important for me...
i can enter univercity or not also based on that result...
i really hope that i can get a good result if i work hard...
i hope everyone will support me...
because got you all support,i will be more confident...
at here,i would like to said thank you to anyone who really concern my things and support me...
thanks a lot...^^
2009年12月19日星期六
今天是我最后一天在假期做工。。。Ms Ho终于从台湾回来了。。。
今天将会是我最后一天在假期做工了。。。
觉得蛮爽的。。。
其实我本身是不想做工的。。。
因为这份工薪水又不高，还要我那么早起床。。。
大概七点我就要起身。。。
不只这样，这份工真的很忙。。。
虽然是在办公室做，吹冷气那种，但是它的工作好像永远都做不完那样。。。可以说忙到连喝水的时间都没有。。。
每天都有同样的东西做。。。
真的除了累死，还要闷死。。。
可是我还是去爸爸的公司帮忙。。。因为情非得已，不够人手，加上Ms Ho要去台湾旅行，办公室的工作还有谁做呢？
然后，我又回到了我堂哥家。。。
我还要在这里住最后一晚。。。
当晚上时，我的三伯带我，我的弟弟还有他的家人一起去喝别人的喜酒。。。
你们知不知道那时我喝了几杯红酒？
其实我也不清楚。。。
我想我应该已经喝了四杯，五杯呱。。。
头也觉得有点点晕晕的，有点想睡觉，但是我还保持清醒。。。
至少我走路脚步是直的，而不是歪的。。。
反而，我的堂哥喝了跟我差不多那样份量。。。
但是醉到好像死猫那样，脸又红又热，语无论词，走路时还需要我扶。。。
可能今天他太高兴了，想喝多几杯。。。
但也有可能他最近刚和女朋友分手了，借酒消愁。。。
觉得蛮爽的。。。
其实我本身是不想做工的。。。
因为这份工薪水又不高，还要我那么早起床。。。
大概七点我就要起身。。。
不只这样，这份工真的很忙。。。
虽然是在办公室做，吹冷气那种，但是它的工作好像永远都做不完那样。。。可以说忙到连喝水的时间都没有。。。
每天都有同样的东西做。。。
真的除了累死，还要闷死。。。
可是我还是去爸爸的公司帮忙。。。因为情非得已，不够人手，加上Ms Ho要去台湾旅行，办公室的工作还有谁做呢？
然后，我又回到了我堂哥家。。。
我还要在这里住最后一晚。。。
当晚上时，我的三伯带我，我的弟弟还有他的家人一起去喝别人的喜酒。。。
你们知不知道那时我喝了几杯红酒？
其实我也不清楚。。。
我想我应该已经喝了四杯，五杯呱。。。
头也觉得有点点晕晕的，有点想睡觉，但是我还保持清醒。。。
至少我走路脚步是直的，而不是歪的。。。
反而，我的堂哥喝了跟我差不多那样份量。。。
但是醉到好像死猫那样，脸又红又热，语无论词，走路时还需要我扶。。。
可能今天他太高兴了，想喝多几杯。。。
但也有可能他最近刚和女朋友分手了，借酒消愁。。。
2009年12月18日星期五
好久没有打字了。。。突然想今天打回。。。明天还要去做工。。。
今天我不懂用什么来形容我那时和此刻的心情。。。
我刚刚从Sekinchan回来罢了。。。
这已经是我第三次去那里了...
第一次已留给我很好的回忆...
第二次还算不错...
但第三次啊...可能一大班去,因为我的伯伯,伯母和堂姐们都有去...
也有可能去的时候下大雨,
也很有可能去了两次,第三次去的时候觉得闷了...
我只是觉得好无聊...
去那里除了吃美食之外,就是买当地的特产-(海鲜)
而我除了吃觉得还可以外,其他都没有我份...
最让我觉得气是本来我打算去看那结满黄米的稻田时,竟然看到那些稻田已收割了...加上那时开始下大雨,我又不能拍照...
唉...真无瘾...
今天我会来到我在甲洞的堂哥家住两天...
其实我想住那里很久了,只是没有时间...
然后,刚才...我又很自然的,打开Jun Yen的blog来看...
其实我本身觉得他的blog还不错的。。。
至少能吸引不少人来看，而我是其中的一个。。。
刚刚当我看完他的blog后，我突然有个感想，但也有一些疑问。。。
其实我曾经不断地问自己，如果我是他，被一个女生拒绝了，我很怎样做？
其实，我和他一样被女生拒绝过。。。
但我觉得感情是双方面的，不是你说你要这样，别人就要跟着你要的而做。。。
每个人都有自己的想法，都有自已的意见。。。
而我选择‘尊重’。。。
我尊重别人的想法和意见。。。
因为这些事情并不是我一个人的事。。。
我有时反省我自己不要把一些事情看得太重，而过分的投入，因为怕会无法自拔，最终伤害到自己和别人。。。
当我遇到这件事时，其实我一直让我自己冷静下来，仔细地想。。。
而我选择了‘放下’。。。
因为我对现在的生活很满意。。。
我有我的家人，朋友，人生的目标，学业与运动。。。
为甚么我要为了一件事而放弃我拥有的所有东西？
这是不理智的。。。
而我选择跟她做回朋友。。。
有时互相关心下对方的状况就好了，因为不要由于这件事而破坏了我们之间的友谊。。。(友谊万岁）
虽然有些人会说，放下一些事真的很难。。。
但是我反问他们一句：“你又没有试过，哪里知道？”
有些事会随着时间的逝去，而慢慢淡化。。。
以上都是我的想法，如果任何人有什么意见，我愿意随时聆听。。。
hmm...时候都不早了，我也要睡觉了。。。
明天还有做工。。。
祝各位晚安。。。^^
我刚刚从Sekinchan回来罢了。。。
这已经是我第三次去那里了...
第一次已留给我很好的回忆...
第二次还算不错...
但第三次啊...可能一大班去,因为我的伯伯,伯母和堂姐们都有去...
也有可能去的时候下大雨,
也很有可能去了两次,第三次去的时候觉得闷了...
我只是觉得好无聊...
去那里除了吃美食之外,就是买当地的特产-(海鲜)
而我除了吃觉得还可以外,其他都没有我份...
最让我觉得气是本来我打算去看那结满黄米的稻田时,竟然看到那些稻田已收割了...加上那时开始下大雨,我又不能拍照...
唉...真无瘾...
今天我会来到我在甲洞的堂哥家住两天...
其实我想住那里很久了,只是没有时间...
然后,刚才...我又很自然的,打开Jun Yen的blog来看...
其实我本身觉得他的blog还不错的。。。
至少能吸引不少人来看，而我是其中的一个。。。
刚刚当我看完他的blog后，我突然有个感想，但也有一些疑问。。。
其实我曾经不断地问自己，如果我是他，被一个女生拒绝了，我很怎样做？
其实，我和他一样被女生拒绝过。。。
但我觉得感情是双方面的，不是你说你要这样，别人就要跟着你要的而做。。。
每个人都有自己的想法，都有自已的意见。。。
而我选择‘尊重’。。。
我尊重别人的想法和意见。。。
因为这些事情并不是我一个人的事。。。
我有时反省我自己不要把一些事情看得太重，而过分的投入，因为怕会无法自拔，最终伤害到自己和别人。。。
当我遇到这件事时，其实我一直让我自己冷静下来，仔细地想。。。
而我选择了‘放下’。。。
因为我对现在的生活很满意。。。
我有我的家人，朋友，人生的目标，学业与运动。。。
为甚么我要为了一件事而放弃我拥有的所有东西？
这是不理智的。。。
而我选择跟她做回朋友。。。
有时互相关心下对方的状况就好了，因为不要由于这件事而破坏了我们之间的友谊。。。(友谊万岁）
虽然有些人会说，放下一些事真的很难。。。
但是我反问他们一句：“你又没有试过，哪里知道？”
有些事会随着时间的逝去，而慢慢淡化。。。
以上都是我的想法，如果任何人有什么意见，我愿意随时聆听。。。
hmm...时候都不早了，我也要睡觉了。。。
明天还有做工。。。
祝各位晚安。。。^^
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