Today the PMR result is given...tomorrow i will go to Cameron Highland to celebrate my christmas...

Today the PMR result is given...
i still got prefect tugas today...
thats why i need to come to school so early...
when i reached there already around 8.30am...
then i saw a group of prefect(Mun Jack,Terrance,Daniel,Michelle Hor and Lydia Wong) are at there...
OMG...they are earlier than me to come...
then after we shift and arrange those tables,we go and play basketball with form 3 students...
Mun Jack keep asked them why too stress thats why so early come to school playing basketball already...
i think they wont like that de la except they really care about their PMR result...
maybe because they too long didnt play basketball with friends already...
in the game,we still win 3-1 and i throw in one 2-point ball...
haha...
after that,Boon Jhoe asked me to go and jaga the gate with him...
because dont let the students who dont wear the uniform cannot come in the school except parents bring along...
the students who didnt wear uniform cant take the result by themselves...
then nevermind la,best friend asking...sure go loh...
but jaga for a while only,he went back to the hall and i am the only one jaga the gate...
hmm...nevermind...i wont because of this then feel angry with him de...
next,i start my job...
i keep on calling those students who dont wear the uniform cant come in the school...
then i halau they all go out from the school...
i force me to act like a tegas and fierce guy at the gate,although actually i am not such fierce...
finally some students complain to me why like that? school also didnt inform them...
then i said nevermind..thats not my problem..thats school wants us to do de...
if cannot take it today,then must wait for the next day...the result also wont fly away de...
they too excited and worried already...haha...
after that,i go to 3A12 class to jaga with Boon Jhoe...
we were giving the result to those 3A12 students and i get to know their result of them...
at here,i would like to congrats my friend who taking 8A's in PMR...
Kar Yee,Wen Cai,Vivian Lee,Gareth Wee,Sin Ling,Chris,Bi Qing,Kai Xin,Pei Gee,Jia Qian and Stephanie Ling...
they already did very well in their exam...
and i am really shocked that my kai mui,Swee Imn take 7A's only...
because actually i am really expected she will get straight A's in PMR de...
she didnt get A in her BM same as my last time...
i am feeling disappointed also...
and Vivian Chong,Yen Theng,Jia Xin,Chao Xuan,Hong Syuen also cant get A in their BM...
at here,i would like to say sorry to Hong Syuen...
i cant help her to get A in her BM although i trying to give her notes and ask her going to read peribahasa...i am really sorry ):
anyway...
i think their result are quite good enough...at least they try their best in the exam already...
sometimes good luck wasnt given to us,but we must appreciate it...
To those the students who get 7a's in PMR de,you are the best also...^^
and somemore...i found that Teck Lai and Yern-yi get 6A's in their result...not bad also...
Yern-yi cant get A in BM and Sejarah...i think she wont expect herself to get so much A's gua...hehe...but today she didnt come to take her result...i try to call her to inform her but her handphone is off already...maybe she is busy doing her things gua...
after that,i and Boon Jhoe started to do those analyse the data work...
3A12 got 17 students get 8A's,21 students get 7A's,4 students get 6A's and 1 get 4A's only...
mostly of them cant get full A's because of BM...
when Miss Kok see the result,she also feel shocked...she told me that this year marking standard is higher also...they need around 78 marks or above only can get A because the exam is too easy already...i am really agree what she said...
hmm...
after give the result,i sms to my other friends who from other school to ask their result...
actually their result are not bad too...
especially my another two kai mui from other school de-Shu Xin & Pei Yin take full A's in their exam...
i already sms and congrats them already...
i think they start to celebrate now already...haha...
after that,me,Boon Jhoe,Siang Ho,Bryan Lim,Michele Hor and Lydia go to McDonald to eat our lunch...
actually we all also havent eat our breakfast yet...
today things write until here...
tomorrow is Christmas...
i would like to wish everyone Merry Christmas...
tomorrow i will go travelling with my family to Cameron Highland to celebrate my christmas...
so hopefully i will enjoy at there...^^

still got two weeks then school reopen...omg...my STPM year...

still got 2 weeks then school reopen...
i havent get ready yet...
because i too enjoy in this holiday already until many homework i also havent do yet...
dont know what teacher later will said to me if my homework still havent done yet...
maybe they will feel disappointed with me...
anyway...
i will try to finish my homework...
and...
next year is my STPM year...
it is very important for me...
i can enter univercity or not also based on that result...
i really hope that i can get a good result if i work hard...
i hope everyone will support me...
because got you all support,i will be more confident...
at here,i would like to said thank you to anyone who really concern my things and support me...
thanks a lot...^^

今天是我最后一天在假期做工。。。Ms Ho终于从台湾回来了。。。

今天将会是我最后一天在假期做工了。。。
觉得蛮爽的。。。
其实我本身是不想做工的。。。
因为这份工薪水又不高，还要我那么早起床。。。
大概七点我就要起身。。。
不只这样，这份工真的很忙。。。
虽然是在办公室做，吹冷气那种，但是它的工作好像永远都做不完那样。。。可以说忙到连喝水的时间都没有。。。
每天都有同样的东西做。。。
真的除了累死，还要闷死。。。
可是我还是去爸爸的公司帮忙。。。因为情非得已，不够人手，加上Ms Ho要去台湾旅行，办公室的工作还有谁做呢？
然后，我又回到了我堂哥家。。。
我还要在这里住最后一晚。。。
当晚上时，我的三伯带我，我的弟弟还有他的家人一起去喝别人的喜酒。。。
你们知不知道那时我喝了几杯红酒？
其实我也不清楚。。。
我想我应该已经喝了四杯，五杯呱。。。
头也觉得有点点晕晕的，有点想睡觉，但是我还保持清醒。。。
至少我走路脚步是直的，而不是歪的。。。
反而，我的堂哥喝了跟我差不多那样份量。。。
但是醉到好像死猫那样，脸又红又热，语无论词，走路时还需要我扶。。。
可能今天他太高兴了，想喝多几杯。。。
但也有可能他最近刚和女朋友分手了，借酒消愁。。。

好久没有打字了。。。突然想今天打回。。。明天还要去做工。。。

今天我不懂用什么来形容我那时和此刻的心情。。。
我刚刚从Sekinchan回来罢了。。。
这已经是我第三次去那里了...
第一次已留给我很好的回忆...
第二次还算不错...
但第三次啊...可能一大班去,因为我的伯伯,伯母和堂姐们都有去...
也有可能去的时候下大雨,
也很有可能去了两次,第三次去的时候觉得闷了...
我只是觉得好无聊...
去那里除了吃美食之外,就是买当地的特产-(海鲜)
而我除了吃觉得还可以外,其他都没有我份...
最让我觉得气是本来我打算去看那结满黄米的稻田时,竟然看到那些稻田已收割了...加上那时开始下大雨,我又不能拍照...
唉...真无瘾...
今天我会来到我在甲洞的堂哥家住两天...
其实我想住那里很久了,只是没有时间...
然后,刚才...我又很自然的,打开Jun Yen的blog来看...
其实我本身觉得他的blog还不错的。。。
至少能吸引不少人来看，而我是其中的一个。。。
刚刚当我看完他的blog后，我突然有个感想，但也有一些疑问。。。
其实我曾经不断地问自己，如果我是他，被一个女生拒绝了，我很怎样做？
其实，我和他一样被女生拒绝过。。。
但我觉得感情是双方面的，不是你说你要这样，别人就要跟着你要的而做。。。
每个人都有自己的想法，都有自已的意见。。。
而我选择‘尊重’。。。
我尊重别人的想法和意见。。。
因为这些事情并不是我一个人的事。。。
我有时反省我自己不要把一些事情看得太重，而过分的投入，因为怕会无法自拔，最终伤害到自己和别人。。。
当我遇到这件事时，其实我一直让我自己冷静下来，仔细地想。。。
而我选择了‘放下’。。。
因为我对现在的生活很满意。。。
我有我的家人，朋友，人生的目标，学业与运动。。。
为甚么我要为了一件事而放弃我拥有的所有东西？
这是不理智的。。。
而我选择跟她做回朋友。。。
有时互相关心下对方的状况就好了，因为不要由于这件事而破坏了我们之间的友谊。。。(友谊万岁）
虽然有些人会说，放下一些事真的很难。。。
但是我反问他们一句：“你又没有试过，哪里知道？”
有些事会随着时间的逝去，而慢慢淡化。。。
以上都是我的想法，如果任何人有什么意见，我愿意随时聆听。。。
hmm...时候都不早了，我也要睡觉了。。。
明天还有做工。。。
祝各位晚安。。。^^

i dont know what to said today...

today i feel is the normal day for me...
i dont know what to said today...
i dont know what to write today...
i dont know today is the day is meaningless for me or not...
i dont know what can i do in my future...
i dont know why i am alone...
i dont know how other people will think about me...
i dont know...
i really dont know...

going to friend's house to do Biology project...

today morning i wake up at 10.30am bring calling by my dad...
he look like so angry because my car got some problem(i dont know how to mention that problem) after my uncle borrow my car for a few days...
aiyo...
after that my dad said dont want to go out already...all stay at home!!!
but i still got badminton training at 12pm...
when it almost 12pm,i start to argue with my dad...
i remind him that my badminton training is at 12pm and i already paid the fees already...
hmm...
finally,after argue with him,he fetch me go to the badminton practise...
after that,i am going to my friend's house to do the biology project which need to pass up to Pn Lai after the school holiday...
when i come to my friend house,thats already 3something...
then we are discussing and doing our group project...
wow...Rui Juin had almost done everything...
i am responsible to research the maklumat about the plant species...
because when we make the plant sample,we need to name the plant...
thats why i had used many time in researching the maklumat...
anyway...
i think we can finish our project on time...
hope Pn Lai can give us more marks than other group gua...
haha...^^

after read Jun Yen blog,got a different kind of feelings...

today is Saturday...
i still need to work today in my dad office since Ms Ho will go to Taiwan travelling today...
but today work still can handle la...
update call sheet,call customer for meter reading and receive customer complaint...
my dad had helped me a lot...
at night my dad had invited my uncle to eat dinner together...
the rice claypot...
hmm...
the rice claypot quite nice to eat...
my cousin love it too much...
he eat more than all of us (include my uncle and aunt)...
so pro la him for today because last time he wont eat so much wan...
after the dinner,then i come home to continue my internet life...
i online and chat with my few friends especially my old classmates...
i miss them a lot because we already long time didnt see each other already...
May Hoong just come back from Sarawak 2 weeks ago...
Kit Wing today just first day holiday...
Hui Wen,Shu Jin and Shu Yin got school holiday...
it seems it is the time for me to ask them go out to yum cha...
but i dont know whether i can arrange my time or not because i still got work in these few days...
i will work until next week,until Ms Ho come back from Taiwan...
anyway...
i think i can organise an outing activity with them...
and i also chatting with my others friend that i havent see them very long time too...
Chea Wen know my ambition is to become a dentist...
she laugh at me and encourage me to work hard to succeed my ambition...
and start to call me 'Dr Khoo' already...
this make me feel so paiseh...haha...
btw,thanks for her support...
i will work hard de...
and,this is important thing today...
i just read Jun Yen blog,i found that his blog is quite interesting...
he write something that make me got the feelings that i also dont know what's feelings is that...
i didnt hate him and dont think what he wrote is wrong...
but i think if one person can put down the thing,this will make himself or herself more comfort...
love is both sides de...you cant control it but you can feel it...
if there are two pathways,one is wide and longer,another one is narrow...
if you still want to walk in the narrow pathway,you only will make yourself feel uncomfortable...
i remember my kai mui,Swee Imn told me before...
she said :'you should make a decision that able to make yourself feel more comfortable...maybe this decision will be better for you...'
i really agree what she said...
i dont want because of one thing,i am gotta to lost another many things,especially my study...
only study will guarantee my future life...
hope Jun Yen will understand this meaning one day...
put down one person although is not easy,but love one person should let her feel happy and comfortable everyday...
dont let her feel pressure,frustrated and uncomfortable in her life...
if she really like her life now,shouldnt disturb her anymore...
i know that finally,hence i try to put down...^^

sick,tired and suffering

today is the last day for Ms Ho(my dad company clerk)to work before going to travel in Taiwan...
today she only keep on reminding one thing...
she said:'chun leong ah,you remember what i thought you de things or not de? if mr khoo(my uncle) ask me you know all the things how to do or not,then how can i answer...'
hmm...
i think she said that for quite a few times already...
look like my mom are nagging at there...
but i think if she really not there,i sure very cham jor...
although i dont think i can remember all,i still dont want her to worry...
i said:'aiya,ms Ho...dont worry so much la...i remember all the things de...can handle de la...if cannot handle,then i need to call to Taiwan to ask you jor...haha...'
aiyo...
actually work as a clerk really so difficult...
there are so much things to do...
you dont worry you dont have work to do...
the work looks like cannot do finish wan even your whole life...
type quatation,receive customer complaint,call the customer for meter reading,type agreement and insert the data in the computer.......
i also cant mention already because it really too much for me...
anyway...
i really gain a lot of experience through this job...
i found that studying is better than working a lot...
working is hard and full of pressure...
studying only you give yourself pressure to take a good result only...
ok...lets talk about other things...
today is the first time i online in this week...
normally in holiday i will online more de...
but because busy working then when i come home,i decided to take a sleep early because tomorrow still need to working...
if not,my parents also will nag me to go to sleep la...
haiz...
and today i try to chat with my few friends in msn...
stephanie,xiao jing,shee mun,boon jhoe...
but boon jhoe is away...
his brother was using the computer...
then i chat with stephanie...
but i found that i cant chat more with her...
then while chat until half,i also dont know how to continue already...
haha...
finally i chat with shee mun and xiao jing...
i chat with them about the interesting topics...
especially shee mun...
she look like let me gek until half dead jor...
er...
anyway...
wish Ms Ho can enjoy her Taiwan journey with her husband...
and i really hope that she can faster come back...
because i really cant finish the work by myself only...
haiz...-.-

sick,tired and suffering

saturday still working...

today at this morning 7.30am i just woke up...
then my dad fetch me to work...
but after working,i am too tired...
my parents still nagging me why i dont want to work for the whole month...
i try to explain to them but they dont trust...
so,i am so tempered and frustrated...
i was argueing with them...
anyway...
after that i am ok...
then we go to eat dinner with my uncle...
i dont like that dinner...
er...
anyway...
i hope my job will make it successfully bah...^^

start to work today...really feel tired...

today really feel so tired after working...
yesterday i slept at 12.30am,but today wake up at 8am...
haiz...
not enough sleep because got Chemistry tuition...
and,my Chemistry will take time 2 hours leh...
thats why when teacher was teaching,i was trying my best to focus...
luckily i still knew what she taught about...
today she helped me to cover whole chapter 12(phase equilibrium)...
but i think i need to take some time to revise that chapter...
then i go to my dad office to help him...
one of his worker didnt work already...
thats why i decided to go and help him to become a temporary clerk...
although actually i dont want to work de,he wanted me to work for a while until a new clerk coming...
haiz...
me sure dont have time to study...
me sure cant enjoy my last holiday before suffering in the next year...
thats why i am worry...
STPM in the next year...
if this year i cant cover all the lower six symllabus...
maybe next year i cant catch up in the upper six...
hope i can get a good result in next year STPM gua...